WHY THE FUCK IS RENDERING SO HARD? WHY IS SO IT ABSTRACT AND INTANGIBLE A SKILL TO GRASP? I'VE BEEN TRYING FOR A YEAR AND I CANNOT FUCKING DO IT. I'VE WATCHED SO MANY DIFFERENT VIDEOS EXPLAINING IT BUT MY HAND WILL NOT UNDERSTAND NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY. I'VE GIVEN UP AND RETURNED TO CEL SHADED COMIC BOOK LOOK BECAUSE IT'S ALL I CAN DO. I HATE THIS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!