>>5905880Masochism.
That's what I have left. Masochism.
I'll never have a wife.
I'll never have kids.
I'll never have a good job.
I'll never be able to live off of a pension.
I'll never be 6'2.
I'll never be happy.
I'll never be free.
I'll never have anything remotely good in my life.
But I'll keep drawing, fuck, what else can I do?
Go clubbing?
Get into booze?
Get into weed?
Go to highschool reunions?
Go to fastball games?
Go to church?
Go talk to my wife's relatives?
Get a promotion at a job I hate?
Get into scrapbooking?
Get mad at my parents for putting me on earth?
Why?
I can't muster the balls to kill myself, so what else can I do?
I exercise.
I study.
I draw.
I sleep.
I eat.
I shit.
That's it.
All I ever wanted was to draw stuff I like but life isn't that simple. You gotta grind until there's nothing left to grind I geuss.
Goodnight and go fuck yourself /ic/!