>>5896764>Inb4 long postSounds like me back in the day, super skiddish at work and always nervous. Partially one problem I discovered through my own self-reflections was expectations, inadequacies, work environment (no one cared until they HAD to, and leadership were just goofy bosses instead of actual leaders, which most management are just slave drivers, since if you show an iota of actual legitimate leadership skills you are in the fast lane in life), not knowing your job fully (again, leadership and training problems), ptsd from being yelled at in the past for the most inane shit which makes you skiddish at any kind of responsibility if it comes with some serious emotional baggage because of inept parents, etc. Also depends on your work, these were back in my part time highschool and college days suck jobs. Now I am in a career field where I don't really have to interact with people. But I still feel the same way as you, stressed and wanting to just retreat and draw (which usually just devolves into procrastination and then 30 mins to an hour of actual drawing). It sucks, research work you would like to do, or attempt to set yourself up in some other kind of arrangement. If your folks are loaded, explain to them what you want out of life and your eventual end-goal in precise, mature and realistic expectations, and its that you want to draw and relax and that's it, no funny business, no "dad, can you send me another $1k for my trip and food, k, thanks", or other goofy stuff. You may in fact not be able to function well in work, and that can be a problem in and of itself. Doesn't help the modern work culture is fucking cancer all around save for really well paying jobs that make it worthwhile.
>EXPLAIN YOUR SITUATION MORE! 
