Lately i've been dealing with a lot of problems in my life such as not hearing from my closest friend in a while who hardly answers my calls any more because shes busy and the general uncertainty of my future of life after college with the pandemic still going on that it's now affecting my ability to draw and over time i've gotten sloppier and drawing less frequently became it no longer has that magic or spark it used to give me like the life of me is slowly being drained out of me but life

how do i get that magic and spark back that used to make me happy when drawing