>>5858865>I'm not talking about facts you can google.You can google about anything, but I get your overall point. Still, in-depth science, and I mean, really doing science, not just reading wikipedia, is a good way to deep focus on other, less superficial issues. If you lean towards psychology, it can help to understand how indoctrination works, how to "reverse" it properly, at least individually.
Besides science, I would recommend to study history, philosophy, and spirituality. Religion has suffered the same "normalfagging" experience you talk about, so people tend to have a narrow take on it, hence why I prefer to talk about spirituality, and why I often prefer to limit myself to talk about science because some people go mad over "spiritual" topics. The same people who have no idea how mind-blowing general relativity is for instance:normal people will be normal people.
If I understand your mindset correctly, a typical issue would be that you may be lonely: not everyone want to pierce through that layer of bullshit, but once you do, you realize than those who usually pretend to be beyond are far from able to remove themselves from it.
If so, I advise two things: first, try to enjoy the loneliness, the calm, second is to keep in mind that there are more and more people that realize how much bullshit we're being fed; you're also far from the first person in history to met with such a situation. Things will get better overall eventually, and you may be able to find like-minded people.