basically spent like half a decade to disect my current favorite artist and a bunches and i got myself this: a complicated object seen from complicated angles by breaking down things to tiny parts, lines, and even relative length angle and position and despite the seemingly fundamental aproach i took, this has been the end and i have no more idea on what to do and any other objects seem to require another new approach... i cant keep doing this bullshit when no one is paying... should have followed my dad's idea to do 3d fx or some modern meme art but honestly i was either too lazy or it was stupid confusing for me

now im just lost since there are so much stuff to learn and i have not even made a djme on this self discovery i do which actually was done to get money faster....