I am sick of this, I have been trying and trying and trying with endurance, and I am even drawing on holidays for what? To still symbol draw?
Loomis,Proko, Vilppu I can read and practice these fuckers for aeons and I won't achieve a somewhat decent artwork for fuck's sake how can I make like this?

WHY BUT WHY GOD, WHY HAVE YOU NEGLECTED ME?
WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO FAIL AND WELTER OVER AND OVER WHAT DO YOU WANT I AM USELESS AT EVERYTHING ELSE I CAN'T EVEN LAST FOR 2 DAYS ON A JOB


Ok now that I have defoged, merry permabegmas.
And friendly reminder that we are ngmi since we din't have a plastic brain or asian jins.