How do I get myself to the point where I can draw consistently 4 hours a day everyday (at least)? I've had so many false starts where I feel like I'm doing better, but then I relapse back into my old habits for god knows what reason and it's all fucked. Lack of consistency IS the main reason I'm not progressing as much as I want and if I can just figure this out I could soar above my peers, but I'm lost. I'm caught in this limbo now where I keep failing but I'm far enough down the road that I can't just accept failure anymore without thinking about it for the rest of my life. I want the false starts to stop.