>>5779216>nullI have a piece of shit coworker that never fucking stops talking, his voice is like a fucking angle grinder, and by the end of the day my brain has turned to fucking mush I can't fucking do anything that requires thinking whatsoever. Spouting his bullshit opinions about his pet peeves nonstop and on repeat, thinking it's really interesting and really entertaining hearing complaints for the 100th time. Also fucker has some passive aggressive bullshit going on, he will indirectly let you know how much you fucking suck for not approaching life 100% like him, aka being an unwashed fucking slob bitching about everything and everyone all the time. He gets hysterical about insignificant bullshit, e g my workgloves are missing, I'm going to throw a four hour tantrum about it, we arrived to work two minutes late, I will bitch about it the entire fucking day, oh no we have to fetch something and it takes five minutes it's a complete disaster.
Also toxic metalwork fumes probably eat my brain cells like Pacman as well. The fact I have to freeze my ass off outside all winter and inhaling all kinds of corrosive dusts and powders is also hitting the spot. Cement is a fucking treat.
Though all of that would be bearable if it weren't for the aforemented coworker. Piece of advice for everyone, never enter construction, especially small, sketchy piece of shit firms. It's been a literal struggle even getting paid at the end of each month because my boss is a narcissistic alcoholic fuckup with a touch of BPD.
Not sure how much more of this I can take. It's just that I'm severely unemployable otherwise. I'm trapped like a rat.
This last year, I've begun to hate humanity so fucking much. I dream of death, disaster, and hellfire for everyone.