>>5764856Find that which is truest to yourself. That which you most believe in, that you can fight for- in a constructive, not deconstructive way(this is important). Cut out all of the fat, the shit that is shallow or unimportant in the long run, and pursue it. You have to square with yourself first, and other people if need be, or it won't work. You also have to be brutally honest with yourself, and possibly a bit brave.
It won't change what you have to deal with in the immediate. But shifting your focus to a higher purpose will lend you a resiliency, and I think you'll find everything you need, not just now, but a way to every abundance, so long as you are true.
It has the added benefit of being way more fun than the cheap alternatives, but I think it's something you have to do to know.
Clear as mud?