>>5757902The more self conscious about what you aren't the worse it gets, just make sure you're connected to the craft in some way, then the urge should come naturally, watch stuff that makes you want to create pieces (movies, other people's art, music, books, comics, etc) of your own and focus on that specific thing so you can expand your ideas from.
>>5758352Just come to think of it, if there's something you're autistic about or haven't let go for a lot of time because it haunts you, it's likely you can do the same but instead with what you want to create/improve and will be actually more useful, asking questions on how you could've made it better for example, just make sure you don't excuse your poor decisions or mistakes or else it won't be as effective.