>>5755511i haven't done any "art" in ten years, sure i've finished doodles or done small sketches for friends and family but i haven't serously wanted to do art for years, i haven't had that real bitting drive and energy since i was a kid - now i have a flash or two now and again to try and sketch something out and say "yeah this will be the thing that makes me enjoy working on my art again", but after a few failed skribbles i give up.
i can draw, and i can be good at it.
i've just lost all want and soul to work on anything. it dosn't make me happy.
i don't think i wanna be an artist anymore /ic/, but its one of the few things i can do.
i wanna be happy with drawing again, my family really want me to be happy with my art.
but they have more energy for it than i do most of the time.
i haven't enjoyed it in so long, but i still have that creative burning itch.
idk.
