i really want to draw right now but a few days ago i kinda got raped at a party and the guy would also draw in a sucky shit way like me so now i find art triggering

>inb4 call police, ask a mental health professional
i live in a shithole and itll be a he said she said, i already have a therapist but he isnt helpful and i cant afford better


talking about how art is now triggering to me anonymously and how i can get over that would be helpful to me