I'm not really sure if I like art. I'm kinda only doing this because I've always drawn, not because I love/appreciate art. I THINK i want to be a commission artist, but don't know if I'm capable of marketing myself. At least that's what I think I'm in college for...
Working a 9-5 for 40 years just sounds so mindless, and I'd rather do something that I can be creative with. My Mom is trying to convince me to work at her job where she's been for 40 years. I don't even want to consider it, because I know I'll get too comfortable and just settle. But I also don't qualify for any non biggershit jobs, and a art degree surely isn't going to fix that.
I have no clear goal in mind with art or in life atm. Maybe I'm just depressed.