I was so excited to go to this gaming art program at my local college. I thought I was going to be making cool 3D models for video games and shit. So during the first class our teacher told us how she made tiny background elements in a football game and other things. How awful the work environment was. And how spergy and weird my classmates were... besides myself of course. Come to find out, that everything I wanted to learn to do. I could've just done myself at home for free. Our course syllabus was some guys free fucking tutorial blog. I dropped out after 2 weeks. Went into a depressive spiral and never drew again. I just want that spark back man, I want to have fun and enjoy making art but all I see is my own mistakes and hate everything I do. Fucking why.