>>130225502hopefully ur still on and able to see this. but my twitters @Road5Road would love a friend to chat and vent with right now
>>130226669honestly, all of todays felt like the universe screaming at me to reconsider. i think ill take the opportunity of being away from home to just explore the nearby states while running from stuff back at home for a little while.
>>130226737feels like its that way right now. like i said in the upper part of the reply, i planned this back in the early part of april and ever since then it feels like everyday somethings progressively trying to tell me not to with signs. im scared to get meds or speak to a pro cause of how weird the US can be with mental health but i think i might really need SSRIs and a change in environment/view.
>>130226748thanks and you’re right. im actually really shocked at the responses and how kind the threads been. i seriously appreciate all of the anons here. it feels impossible opening up about some of this shit with family because they’ve contributed a lot to my current state of mind. but this place really opened me up a lot better than i have been able to with friends, family or professionals.
>>130227641last therapist i had literally laughed in my face when i opened up about the mental, physical, and verbal abuse i dealt with at home growing up well into my early twenty. gave up on that completely once she tried to bring my mom in for a joint therapy session and seemed sketchy about me mentioning self harm. i don’t wanna start a gender shitstorm in this wholesome thread but women can be pretty shitty when men open up about abuse.
