You know what? I think I got it now.
You keep this hate for Janna/Jantom up not just because you are an autist (well that's a pretty BIG part of it) but because you still imagine her as an actual gyppo so you can continue to masturbate your hateboner in the threads. But here's something you should know:Literally nobody cares. And you'll suffer all the same IRL by their hands. Go cry to /pol/, they'll understand you and masturbate with you.