Guys? ... I want to apologize. For last thread, I mean. I was in a bad place. All those terrible, soul-crushing posts? They were all me. I get that way, sometimes. I try to fight it off, to be the man I'm supposed to be, but it just feels so good giving in to the rampant degeneracy. I was on webcam jacking off the entire time I was posting. I couldn't resist being the morbid deviant I really am, despite the facade that I put up... and because of it, the thread took a spiraling turn it never should have. Instead of us posting good, wholesome content, I encouraged and forced the topics to be about things that satisfy my need to see people hurting more than I am, just so I don't feel so awful about my shitty life. So... I'm apologizing. The characters in the show don't deserve to suffer as badly as they do, and I'm a monster for believing they should hurt as painfully as I am. I know seasons three and four aren't going to be a walk through the flowers, but they should never get to the breaking point like I have. I sometimes wonder if I should get a psychiatric evaluation, given that my mom has bipolar disorder and my dad has a history of schizophrenia, and I know I've had instances of both, but I'm so scared that if I take that medication, I won't ever feel so close to these cartoon characters that have a place in my heart. I don't drink, I don't do drugs, I don't smoke, and I don't have sex... I know that if I try and limit the pleasures I feel, I can control these mental breakdowns. Last night was just... It was a mistake. I had an entire box of Eggo French toast waffles, for example. That was also a mistake. My intestines are cramping up something fierce. Just let me know anons if you forgive me? I don't want you to hate me for what I did last time. I swear I can control myself for this thread, so that way we don't go deep into the id and ruin everything pure and fun about this show... just... do I still have acquaintances here who won't judge me for my struggles?