>>3506304>>3506347>>3506348I know he is not retarded but I just insult characters that I actually like.
Since I didn't found nobody able to help me I try to reflect about that and I know it may be just an impression but he biologically look like 13(valuing the way he speak and how he look like). I'm 17 and disgusted by pedophilia, so maybe I may be attracted by Mikhail because he doesn't look like a lil kid biologically. I realized that time will solve this since I used to be attracted by younger characters when I was younger, but now I consider them too young for me and when I saw a rule 34 about them I was very disgusted. So I believe time will solve this and when I'll be older I'll stop being attracted by him. If this will not work there are two possibilities
1. An higher power (from a stoic point of view)want to test me, then I must to overcome lust and resist to this attraction.
2. Maybe I just like him like a younger sibling or something like, but modern degenerancy brainwashed me making me believe I've a crush on him, then I should left porn more radically.
Then I think I solved this just by thinking about that
