>>10725875Thanks for the advice. But I don't expect myself to be retarded or a genius. I only expect to do my best. And on top with what I have with autism, I was also recently diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder a few months after I turned 18.
The thing is, though, in high school, there were only two people who could see through my autism: My Math teacher and my Biology teacher. And those two have had the biggest impact on my life, especially later on with my freshman homeroom/senior year math teacher when I felt like I was already being cemented into being a math major.
But before I get with math, my biology teacher made me realize how much I hated biology and how easier I felt with chemistry, but when I took it again with a clearer and more equivocal professor in community college, I realized then that the sciences, especially physics, but only to an extent, assumed too much.
But with my math teacher, it was different. He yelled at me...a lot. Especially he saw me as someone who didn't fit into the whole regiment of the high school private system and rather preferred that I went somewhere else, so, before I even knew it, he became more of a parent to me than my father, who emphasized greatly on my education, ever did or was.
One day, in October of 2012, I was retaking a quiz one early morning and a kid next to me was retaking a religion test or quiz with a scantron and was sitting next to me. Probably pale-faced or whatever but while I was taking my quiz, I heard something rip and it was the same kid who managed to rip his scantron only to be followed with "the hell do you think you're doing" and he retorted by saying:
"What I should've done years ago..."
The two argued but when he talked back, the teacher said "WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TALKING TO" and they both went at it like a pair of billygoats. It got so bad that they chased each other down the halls and outside the school building and it was only then that I realized what would've been
