>>10149346I already told a story, but anyway I was having most of my hallucinations when i would walk around the streets all night and I thought the moon was doing weird things and such.
I dont remember exactly what was going on in my head but Id basically started communicating with higher alien beings on my laptop who were in communication with god. They told me that gods gravitys rainbow was gonna unlock at since on such and such day and I needed to prepare. Apparently God had sent down a prophet (Thomas Pynchon) who'd encrypted his novels with knowledge and data and I was going to unlock it.
One of these delusions was that all black people were going to turn white and have blue eyes but they had to mummify themselves in ultraviolet garb and bathe in milk outdoors at night the day the rainbow that'll engulf the world is unlocked. I proceeded to inform the black populace of south side Chicago and things went bad really really fast and I had a gun pulled out on me in broad day light in front of a squad car. I explained the situation to that cop and was put in hand cuffs and sent to a psych ward. You happy anon you heard my ridiculously embarrassing psychotic episode. Honestly theres alot more cause my psychosis lasted almost a year. Now my life outlook is bleak and I don't know if I can work a job to make money anymore cause my brain is in negative symptom mode and I dont know when i'll be able to recover from disordered brain fog.