I just realized that one of the reasons why I was frustrated was because I just started to notice that I made my eyes look flat and 2D rather than how Vilppu/Proko/Literally-Any-Artist explains that you have to imagine the eyelid in 3D and wrapping that lid around the sphere (your eye).

Which means that now I have to go study eyes until I draw faces again realize that my mouth is off or something and rinse and repeat.

I just wish I wasn't an emotional pussy to be honest.