>>4068592Hey anon, I've been there before, about a year or so ago.
You aren't stealing enough.
Start a collection of images that you like. Anytime you see a painting or photo that you enjoy, save it in the collection. adding a tag or two whenever you dump images will help you find stuff once you're in the thousands of images.
Also, go on Drawpile. No better place to steal gains. You can watch artists you like do the full process and copy them, brush settings and all. I can't stress how quickly you learn by doing this.
Anyways...Im not gonna make you do it. At the end of the day you have the choice Anon. You don't have to draw. But know that even if it's not fun now, it'll become fun. It's impossible to do this shit for so long before it becomes actually very rewarding and consumes you (in the best of ways)