>>3919075I used to them. I only wear long sleeves, I don't go to the swimming pool nor beach, always in some hoodie. And that's how things works.
Answering your first question it's not really up to me. When having panic attacks and other shit like that I can't control myself and just cut, because of how much I hate myself and because of psychical pain I feel. Photo I posted is like one year old, until yesterday my hand was looking pretty good, I even started wearing short sleeves. But then autism kicked in and I did it again, crying alone in the bath. I rarely talk about that with anybody, it is huge shame for me.
It would be cool to get rid of all these scars, but I'm not sure if scar-removal treatment can successfully remove my oldest and biggest scars. Probably not.
Sorry for that shitty blog
>>3919099Thanks buddy, will do