>>3862783It is hard but so are a lot of things. Think about what else you'd rather do with your time. Vidya and consuming entertainment is easy as fuck but leaves you with nothing accomplished and no mastery of any skill.
If it's too frustrating for you, take a break, a long one like a few months. Give up the idea of drawing. Then if it's real for you, you'll come back to it with far less pressure. It will be easier then.