>starting to feel legitimately bad for drawing porn for the degeneracy I abetted and the young men whose lives I've hurt
>only good at drawing lewd women, incapable of drawing anything else above absolute beginner tier
I feel like I am having an existential crisis. I can go back to square 1 and learn to draw again and somehow gain a new following, or continue to draw porn and die inside little by little.

What do, /ic/?