>>3240605That's fine. In the beginning you won't even be able to copy things well. Maybe you should give "Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain" a try? You understand that the most fundamental aspect of drawing is copying what you literally see, rather than letting your mind transform your visual image into a symbol first and then trying to draw the symbol, right?
Practice an hour every day for a year, MINIMUM, ideally aiming for two or more hours. After you do that, then decide if you want to continue with it or not.