>family is somewhat poor, parents might have to retire soon
>want a good job so I can support my family
>manage to get a scholarship into a really good engineering uni, make it to second year
>8 modules in a semester
>hours of labs
>constant assignment submissions
>can't keep up with tutorial questions or sessions
>can't process all the information I'm getting
>falling behind is pretty much every subject
>almost completely isolated
>If I fail and lose the scholarship I have to pay it all back
>sponsored students have to pay almost 8x as much as locals
>If I fail I could potentially have to pay $100,000+ to the sponsor
I just feel like I'm going to die, I just wanted to get a good job and support my brothers and sisters.
I can't pass, I'm not smart like the other students. I don't understand thermodynamics and maths like they can.
I hate this, it feels like I'm about to faint, I want to get out of here but there's no way out.
Should've known I would end up like this but I was a bit too hopeful I guess.