>>3960798I know that feel anon. Perhaps it is possible to fix it using levels or so. I haven't tried with mine. Nothing else to do than buying a new screen. Or a new laptop or a tablet with a display.
>>3962601Hits home, I've completely stopped drawing for two years or so when depression stroke badly. It's painfully common. I tried to get into it again and looked for new inspiration, getting out of the comfort zone. It was difficult and I feel extreme guilt towards myself over the years lost. But you can catch up if you try hard enough. I feel misery, fury and injustice looking at people my age who never struggled with anything, while barely being able to shower yet alone draw. Seeing them being able to draw hours a day, because it comes naturally, being able to work on building up their skills without any issues, while I sit there all in sweat crippled by extreme guilt, stuffing myself with pills to ward off schizophrenia relapses and trying to draw anything while intrusive thoughts repeatedly tell me I should an hero because I wasted my life not drawing enough, that I've been drawing for thousands of hours over 15 years and I'm still utter shit and ngmi. I know this feel and many others do too. The only thing I can say, show those fuckers by improving despite all the struggle, get out of your comfort zone and you will see the sudden gains. Try to stop being bitter, trust me I know, but it's better for yourself to combat it. You'll end up being miserable, remember in this time you could improve. Bitterness seriously cripples improvement, and remember it's 99% not talent it's hard work, people who are better than you simply practiced more than you. Unless you REALLY don't have it, but otherwise it's a matter of mindset. So good luck anon.
