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>>100099691 said, it's more about depression.
Like, you know how when you see people drinking and being goofy in the club, and you are simultaneously disdainful and jealous? It's kind of like that.
And as you sit sipping an overpriced drink you don't even like, you wonder if there's something wrong with you. And the short answer is, yes. You're broken. You're not meant to be with people.
And the rub of it is, there's a million broken people exactly like you. You're not special. You're a torn, worn out sock at that lives at the bottom of the drawer for years before it finally gets tossed out.