>>12695913this but unironically
When I was learning about jordan forms, functions of matrices, and kalman decompositions, there was something primally, almost sexually exciting about it. I could only stare wide-eyed at the textbook, while a grin slowly formed on my face and my right hand instinctively began a jerking off motion, just in the air. Even now just thinking about it gives me the same excitement as daydreaming about engaging in sexual acts with my waifu.