>>3764711>I never said get cancer and die to you, nor did I insult you or anything of the like.
you told me to get muscles and shit. that is tantamount to telling me to kill myself, because as i've explained, i'd rather die than be a macho manly muscular guy. they disgust me more than most men, especially the gymbro types.>your reason is not exactly in control, especially when it comes to matters like this
my reason is perfectly in control. it just disagrees with yours. my sense of reason tells me that men are not cute and therefore are not attractive. yours tells you that they are attractive BECAUSE they are not cute (as being hairy, balding, smelly and muscular is the opposite of cuteness).>You can control anger, sadness, you can even eliminate them entirely if you try hard enough
yeah, see, i actually despise the kind of person who never shows or experiences emotions. the shame and hiding of emotions (aside from anger since most men are not shy about showing that) and the expectation of some kind of stoicism are some of the things i despise about masculinity.>But you are also much more than just a human body
thats funny, you were just saying that objectification is okay and totally natural.
i want my body to reflect who i am on the inside. if it cannot do that, then it is worthless. not only do i hate to look at it in the mirror or when i'm in the shower or whatever, but then i also have to worry about it attracting the wrong kind of people (i.e. people who expect me to be masculine). those people tend to be incredibly creepy, pushy, and judgemental.>Why then do you force yourself so much torment and pain on this account, instead of cleaving to that -- to your real self?
because my body doesn't fit my real self. my real self is basically an uwu softboi, my body does not match it.>Leave your body as it is, leave it to that who made it
so i should hate my parents for making my shitty body with their shitty genetics, got it.