subject says it. i’ve dated women all my life since i was a little kid and ever since the first sexual encounter i could never get it up and i struggled to finish almost every single time ive been with women. fast forward to now, 2 years on estrogen. still struggling to get it up, even moreso. i decided i would try on some of my old male boxers while looking through /yaoi/ and oh my god i got so hard. literally haven’t been this hard since i was on T. then i turned on aggressive shouty guy music and imagined i was getting a handjob from behind by a strong dude with a hairy chest and arms and i held my boxers loose on me and i came so hard i cried. then i came 2 more times but i felt more content with my feminine body after the first time. what the fuck is wrong with me. i have 2 trans girlfriends what do i even do i love them quite a lot and want them to move closer to me and potentially even in with me but i think i might like guys??? im not so horny when i’m around them moreso cuddly??? do i have to take down my bisexual flag from my wall??? am i trans at all if i get off to this fantasy??? im so lost please help me. i love them a lot but what if its in a different way than i thought.