>>13708913just kind of blackpilled on how my people and culture and being completely subsumed and demonized for existing, and the entirety of government and the private sector seem united in this outright hatred. Pretty sure most leftists drink chinese kool-aid, just tired of feeling powerless, tired of being scared of being v& for even thinking about changing things, and tired of watching the dream of a good future for humanity slip away because of the crab bucket mentality.
Tired of bureaucracy dictating the way human spaceflight will be done. Tired of my tax money being spent on the most inefficient schema in the modern national spaceflight sector just so some schlubs in darkest alabama can make a decent living. Tired of being banned from every site (including 4chan, a bunch of times, temporarily) for talking about politics. Tired of being told how stupid I am constantly because I want to wait on the vaccine for long term data to emerge. Tired of being treated like a political bargaining chip who has to align with leftist ideals because I'm from a "protected class", and being reviled when I don't. Tired of keynesian economics, tired of knowing the US is going to economically crash or balkanize, tired of just feeling like a foreigner in my own country, tired of knowing I'll never get to space (nor will most of you, at the rate things are going), tired of watching the FAA stall starship, and tired of watching every single piece of media abandoning any entertainment value so as to appeal to "muh diversity." I'm just sick and tired of it all, man. I quit drugs a while back because I was scared of them being used as a way to imprison me for my political beliefs, but man I wish I could just get stoned and feel like a kid again.
Tired. I'm just tired.
