>>13317577>>13317595I have seen it.
its sad to see how much they love maths and think they will go far in life, that a bright future actually await for them...only for life to quickly correct that outlook.
it truly humbled me and how bad it went with them.
they were so brilliant, you can't help but believe in them that they will do great and then reality sets in, you just see the ultimate train wreck in slow motion.
its painful to see how it changes them.
they work so hard and go so far only for life to defeat them easily, living paycheck to paycheck, barely making end meets.
the worst is when they start to hate themselves for their gift and how they let it blind them to the truth, they start to hate life and see their love of maths turn to vile hatred, bitterly despising how being good at maths rob them their dreams and ambitions, how it yielded to nothing but debt or slavery.
despite maths being their forte, they had to choose between math teacher, office worker or cashier.
if you knew them anon, you would be shocked at how brilliant and smart they are, how quick they are to solve a problem...and yet they are forced to live as wagecucks.
they hide it through a mask but if you observe carefully, it hurts them, being complimented for being so smart and yet have nothing to show for it.
that they are talented and that people have an image of them that doesn't match their reality, an image they once had too but was quickly shattered.
they desperately want to be more than what they are but...they are stuck, why because maths aren't enough and despite being really good at it, math felt short.
and they are really good at it but it hasn't solved their problems, but made them self-aware of the fact that they are fucked.
I believe if we had a true meritocracy, these people would be on the high class, they would be rich.
its sad that they are actual losers.
to see them live the life of a loser.
to see them try to escape only for them to become homeless or surfcouch.
