>>13295988read Nietzsche
he offers quite alot regarding how you're feeling
I feel this way too,
its often hard to verbalise to people around you how you perceive the world,
devoid of meaning, and there is only knowledge
I've learned to just gamify the fuck out of it tho, makes the learning part more fun,
people are just npc
the one who break off the script are the ones worth keeping
i'm fairly lucky i have close friends who try to understand where I come from or how i develop my ideas
I have a degree in Mental Health Nursing, worked in Forensic setting for a year,
and now I just find the human condition funny
anything that deviates the norm, we label as "schizophrenic", or "crazy"
but if you look at it, outliers have always existed throughout history
"schizos" brought upon change to the world
you'd have to see the world so different than the rest of the population to even see that there is so much wrong on it, and to realise that the only way to change it is to know everything that there is to know and how that knowledge will serve you throughout your journey
reading philosophy hits a lot of spot on how I perceive the world,
now i'm studying Neuroscience,
shits fun as fuck
keep learning! you can't go wrong from learning!
when you fail, you learn! when you learn, you win!
win/win!
its a positive sum game from here on out lol
