>>13276517I have a trauma with IQ.
I was pressured once to take an IQ test; due to previous personal experiences, during the test I felt scared, very anxious, emotionally beaten and angry (well, I was in a bad mood). I had a low score (93), which completely destroyed my self-esteem (more damaged than it already was). Then, several days later and with bad sleep (insomnia from the trauma of the low result), I did the same test again and got 110 IQ (which I know is really not worth it, because the second times do not work). Then I did a Mensa test, I got 115 IQ, and then another test where I got 112 (although this one did not count as it had no time limit). Anyway, it is difficult for me to take an IQ test because it generates strong fears and discomfort, I simply cannot continue with them because they left me a great trauma.
Could it be that all those problems that I had during the test have lowered my score (and if so, by how much) or am I just a stupid with 93 IQ? I never considered myself superior to anyone, I don't feel smart but I didn't think I could fall so low.
Everything is bullshit, everything is screwed up, I have no hope for my future.
