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Here we go again /thread
>come from long line of alcoholic labourers who immigrated two generations ago
>sigh.jpg
>develop intense passion and curiosity for natural world from early childhood
>90% average throughout high school, defying odds
>abusive uneducated family laughs at me for wanting to pursue college
>accepted to top tier school for biology (no role models to advise me to go into cs or engineering)
>develop drinking, cocaine, and weed habit on campus
>attending labs drunk literally breaking shit and being escorted out
>fall behind, eventually drop out
>$18,000 debt from unfinished degree and drug habit
>theywereright.jpg
>friends with engineer and entrepreneur parents all finish college and successful in their career
>sit in my room all day reading existentialist literature and jacking off to old men fucking teenagers
>reads background on any important intellectual who has ever existed
>either comes from aristocratic businessman father, or scholarly/academic family
>can’t stop punching myself in the head, family wondering where I keep getting black eyes from
>only relief comes from accepting life as temporary