>>13255455Psoriasis. Like, everywhere. I'm pretty sure it stems from all the amalgam fillings I've had over my life. The six I had at the time were removed a couple of years ago, and while it improved my mental clarity and multiple sclerosis-like symptoms (which doctors somehow never diagnosed), my skin saw little to no change. I'm not sure how much of the damage is just from the mercury buildup, or if it's in combination with some other allergen I can't identify. I just spent a couple of months cutting out gluten and dairy just to rule it out as a possibility, and I saw no change. It's long past the point where topical treatments are practical, not that they ever really helped much without causing the mental instability I mentioned, anyways. And all the different pills I've taken have had similar results. I'm really scared that my mental state will be altered to the point I can't recognize the drugs as the problem. I got lucky with it last time when one of the drugs I was trying ran out and I had a lapse of about a week before I could get some more. I restarted on the full dose instead of building it up gradually like the first time, and I was IMMEDIATELY able to identify it as the problem.
Which leads me to my trust issue. Best case scenario, the doctors are just guessing and don't really know what they're doing, and it would seem my self diagnosis and treatment has had better results as far as I can see. Of course I can't trust the parma or insurance companies, or even the law to hold them accountable if they try to fuck me. Forgive me if I started to ramble a bit, but I'm feeling rather isolated, surrounded by people that refuse to address the problems I have trusting anyone involved with this.