In my classes I often have the tendency to larp as an edgy anime character and have a strong desire to 'go godmode' during tests and outperform everyone and larp like I have 170 IQ while pretending everyone else is a retarded NPC. I don't even do it for the sake of learning, I just do it for the sheer ecstacy of pretending I'm better than everyone. Has watching anime permanently damaged my brain? It's strange, because I purposely study less because I think studying makes the achievment less 'godmode' than if I studied, and for some reason I actually do BETTER on the tests. Is it possible that the sheer mentality is increasing my performance?