>>13239573You will never become a machine. Your logic will never be algorithmical. Science is a tool, to analyze objective things, but the way we interpret our studies is subjective. This will always cause conflicting, non-reliable findings.
Study how GPT-3 taught itself math. Consider the fact that it has a 1000 times fewer synapses than you, but in principle, you are a neural network, but a biological one.
Every decision you make is grounded in a narrative, guided by emotions. Your question is deeply flawed, but you might yet learn to ask better questions.
The answer is: live in a better narrative, write better stories.