>>13232814why would I be in math club, it doesn't satisfy a purpose.
during high school I didn't take high school classes I took college classes.
I'd already predicted that I had plenty of arguments to get into my state uni for my Bachelor's.
Going to math club with socially repugnant geeks would have been a waste of my time and a social negative.
It was in my interest that I developed a better social intuition.
Instead of learning how to be around mentally defunct autismos I'd rather figure out how to be around chads, brads, stacys, and beckys. In the run understanding the people who own the world is better than getting to know the outcasts who serve it.
Developing sexual and social experience helps me regulate within the higher cast so that in college I know how to be around the kids studying business whose fathers are CEOs, CFOs, etc.
I don't gain from playing DnD with smelly short freaks.
What is the gain anon? tell me, what is it?
In my free time I can study independently as a polymath instead of being a "mathlete."
When I'm stressed I let off steam with a FWB and recover, instead of being some repressed incel freak on the edge of going postal the second his mum forgets his tendies.
I'm in a zoo, anon, a human zoo. You and me we probably don't see things the same way. You see I'm at the zoo to enjoy myself, you're here willing to be my entertainment.
People get so pissed when I tell them that I don't value humans or human life. I'm surrounded by literal apes.
From a young ago I've managed my life to always make sure my choices served me.
My mother doesn't even know it but I conditioned her to pick her boyfriends. Instead of some bad boy violent type she's now married to some plebbit incel simp.
I'm not a bad person thought and some dogs can be trained to be good, so I'm warning you.
I hope you learn.
When you're aware and you see someone like me, it's not comforting, it's terrifying.
I've seen them, these devils.
So I hope to make some angels.