I'm diagnosed with ASPD. I've heard that it's possible to turn a neurotypical into one of us for a brief period of time, but I don't know if it's possible the other way around.
I want to stop being conflicted about life. You'd think that with all the romanticizing of this disorder and the general fascination with it, some people would be inspired to do something about it. I don't believe that doing any research about it would be hard either, considering the prevalence of narcissism. Whatever research that exists is 90% bullshit anyways and shows that psychologists have no idea about basic stats.