>anti psychotics put 60 pounds of fat on me, most giving me a pregnant man belly
>extra pyramidal side effects such as drug induced parkinsonism (tremors, muscle twitching, losing muscle flexibility, etc..)
>cumming on meds is 1/10th as pleasurable at best, at worst, no cum comes out when i orgasm and it feels shitty as fuck, or im completely limp
>high risk type 2 diabetes with medicines
>cardiovascular damage is a risk
>i still hallucinate the same things on all the meds ive tried
>now i throw the medicines in the trash can and lie to people who ask me about them saying i take them to perverse my freedom
>meds make it so i dont go hypomanic, and dont remove depression, effectively taking my manic highs away with out removing my depressing, reducing overall happiness more
>meds make even jerking off less satisfying, robbing me one of the few joys i have
Why do people insist the medicines are necessary when they do NOT remove the voices?
Why would I take medicines they don't remove hallucinations and make me fat, ruin my orgasms, therefor making my life even harder? I'd have to exercise like 3-4 hours a day, eat like a bird, and also give up enjoying pleasure from cumming if i took them, to just not be really overweight. Why do people insists "lol take your meds schizo" when they literally, don't remove my hallucinations? In what way, do they actually help if i just get side effects?
I've read studies that suggest they may reduce brain volume too. Wonderful. It feels like people just dose them out as a chemical restraint, to make me more submissive, passive, and compliant. I've found it's way harder to resist doing what others tell me to do when on them. I just go with the flow.
I hate anti psychotics
>extra pyramidal side effects such as drug induced parkinsonism (tremors, muscle twitching, losing muscle flexibility, etc..)
>cumming on meds is 1/10th as pleasurable at best, at worst, no cum comes out when i orgasm and it feels shitty as fuck, or im completely limp
>high risk type 2 diabetes with medicines
>cardiovascular damage is a risk
>i still hallucinate the same things on all the meds ive tried
>now i throw the medicines in the trash can and lie to people who ask me about them saying i take them to perverse my freedom
>meds make it so i dont go hypomanic, and dont remove depression, effectively taking my manic highs away with out removing my depressing, reducing overall happiness more
>meds make even jerking off less satisfying, robbing me one of the few joys i have
Why do people insist the medicines are necessary when they do NOT remove the voices?
Why would I take medicines they don't remove hallucinations and make me fat, ruin my orgasms, therefor making my life even harder? I'd have to exercise like 3-4 hours a day, eat like a bird, and also give up enjoying pleasure from cumming if i took them, to just not be really overweight. Why do people insists "lol take your meds schizo" when they literally, don't remove my hallucinations? In what way, do they actually help if i just get side effects?
I've read studies that suggest they may reduce brain volume too. Wonderful. It feels like people just dose them out as a chemical restraint, to make me more submissive, passive, and compliant. I've found it's way harder to resist doing what others tell me to do when on them. I just go with the flow.
I hate anti psychotics
