>>13203617> DPDRWhat is this?
>How literal is this? For example we can be talking the difference between an internal monologue and a clearly defined EXTERNAL voice telling you to kill yourself.A telepathic voice of a female demon claiming to be Lilith, queen of demons. She humilates me, and tells me to kill myself or bosses me around when i try to do healthy things, so give up and just lay in bed because i hate obeying her or hearing her bitch voice as i try to do work or study or etc...
I can feel a invisible female touching my body, raping me slowly but never making me cum.
>Could try prazosinI did, didn't work.
> wellbutrin augmentation.I take this, it may give me the tiniest bit of energy, i am unsure.
> For one you may have dyskenisa (more likely akathisia)Akathesia is feeling super uncomfortable and restless and needing to move around constantly or its so miserable physical pain is preferable right? I had that at 30mg.
I have twitching in my delt muscle or bicep and i blink so much it looks like im on heroin sometimes.
may post discord. would need to make one just for 4chan though.
what helps with the utter lack of motivation for some people? I am pretty sure i have bipolar to some degree, because rarely i go hypomanic (1-2 times a year tops), and become active minded, horny, social, talkative, and energetic for like a week. then i get dull and dead inside again.
Only drug that gave me motivation really is meth, and i dont want to ever use that again. i used meth to self medicate for feeling blank boring and dead inside. it made me worse.
