also need help with my schizophrenia. how do I fix it without: killing myself, meds, having to tell my mother, doing some jewish or feminine like therapy where I talk about all my faggot feelings, or having sex (I'm celibate, women steal life essence).
i make the 1 != 0 threads and the hitomi threads just to give you an opinion.
I don't really want help, I don't want to be like a slave brain cattle, I want to redirect myself into actually things.