>>13173837Listen, we don't even exist.
Once I've determined that we do not exist, nothing can be known..
...questioning anything, thinking, breathing, staying in this unknowable "illusion" of "being"/"existence" is pointless, would it be better to simply commit suicide? Would death bring an end to this chaotic illusion of being, or will it get worse? New or eternal illusion or something that is unknowable, unknown, and unfathomable? What now?
I want to cease to exist forever. I want to never come into existence again. I want everyone and everything to cease to exist. I want there to be nothing. Beyond nonexistence. Total nihility that can't be articulated.
Will "I" cease to exist forever after I die? Will "I" (my consciousness) ever come into existence again?
If the answer to the above is yes and no, respectively, what is the purpose of doing anything at all ever? If I cease to exist entirely, never to return or to be reincarnated as another consciousness, why should I contribute to the scientific advancement of humanity? Why should I care if future generations invent immortality or colonize all of space? I don't care if it will never affect me in any way.
So if you also believe what I believe, why do you still study STEM? Why bother to do shit ever?
It's all an unknowable illusion and there is no being
Will "I" cease to exist forever after I die? Will "I" (my consciousness) ever come into existence again?
If the answer to the above is yes and no, respectively, what is the purpose of doing anything at all ever? If I cease to exist entirely, never to return or to be reincarnated as another consciousness, why should I contribute to the scientific advancement of humanity? Why should I care if future generations invent immortality or colonize all of space? I don't care if it will never affect me in any way.
So if you also believe what I believe, why do you still study STEM? Why bother to do shit ever?