>>13172774Was a casual user for a long time but I saw a considerable uptick in my weed usage during covid and I've never been one to have panic attacks or get paranoid high but the novelty's just kinda been gone and I find I have little energy or focus while high to do much beyond watching movies or going for walks or making food. At the beginning it was great because I'd just get blitzed and write like six pages of ramblings and then forget about it and have the fun experience of rediscovering what I'd done in the morning and slowly figure out the odd logics that underpinned the writing. I haven't done anything like that in awhile. I think I want to just not touch the stuff for a good 3-4 months and see how I feel coming back.
Low doses of psychedelics, however, have always been fun, productive, and therapeutic for me, but I suspect this is in part to do with how rare of occasions they are, I'd like more than anything to go back to being that person who could get a little bit high and then go perform tasks that require some semblance of focus but I just haven't been able to.
