>>13144476I tried to as a kid, used to lie awake at nights when I was like 5 years old thinking about that shit. Nobody around me, parents, teachers, other kids had any answers to my questions, they didnt even know what I was asking.
Suffered from severe depersonalization (although I didn't experience it as such/was even remotely aware of it as a kid), became incredibly isolated and megalomanic to the point where I thought I was the only one who was conscious.
Thankfully, as an adult I realised that I was very interested in human consciousness and how it relates to fundamental constants of the physics of the universe so now I'm an evolutionary neuroscientist.
Still can't imagine it though, though I can somewhat conceptualize it.
