>>13135845MAKE ME FAGGOT
>>13136454If my life isn't better by the time I'm in my 30s I'm seriously not going to waste putting up with life anymore.
>>13136535>Same issue, I think I'm pretty smart but I have fuck all motivation.I blame public education.
I was able to sit on my ass playing nintendo or folding origami while never giving a single fuck the entire time I was in school and still get by better than the average.
I was so lazy and didn't give a fuck teachers thought I would cheat because I was still passing their classes with Bs.
I don't know why I made them seethe so bad.
It was like this until high school where I was able to go to community college instead, I actually cared about getting As and then realized that I don't know how to study or do anything, I still got good grades but I was still doing the same thing, and now it's getting harder and harder and I have zero school skills.
If was actually challenged at a young age I would have developed those skills but instead my single mother worked all the time hardly payed any attention, a parent that is involved would notice that their kid doesn't give a fuck about the work they're doing and they can do it easily, then they'd advocate for that child to be challenged.
This is the kind of parent I want to be, but I'm too fucked up to probably ever find a girl to have kids with and who knows American women are so shitty I might get divorced, sued, slandered, and paying tons of bills while my kids are used as props in a woman's schemes.
I think boys are feminized when they have single mothers who have times to feminize them and if they have sisters.
My mother lacked time so I was alone in my mind 90% of the time.
I'm 19 now and yeah being this fucked isn't my fault, but seeing that and not even trying to fix it would be my fault.
I'm working on improving, I've really been fucked hard and wont ever be able to reach my true potential, but I hope to have children that can.
